why am i so insecure now? why am i constantly second guessing myself?
and why the fuck am i crying again? why does it matter so much whether or not he wants to talk to me, or whether or not he's got more important things to do?
why do i feel like such a bother, a nuisance, and an annoyance? i can't take it.
I know, you have a party to go to. I know, I'm being stupid and I shouldn't be crying. Don't worry, I'll cry by myself again. I'll feel better by the time you're done. And then you won't have to deal with me.
You made a promise to him to be there. But I made a promise to be at Allie's, didn't I? But nevermind.
It's rather ironic. As soon as I got off the phone with him, Nick called. And I started bawling. Again.
Insecurities